Thursday, July 16, 2020

Productivity

It's been about five months since I've seriously held a job. Do i want another one? Absolutely not, Do i need one? Yeah, I'm broke as shit. I absolutely abhor the idea of working a dead-end job for the rest of my life, but in this shithole of an economy we all gotta suffer one way or another.

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Sleep

It's currently 7:50 in the morning and i was planning on going to sleep around five hours ago but as all of my previous plans in life, this one has proven to be a complete failure. I did this yesterday too, why? I don't know. I've been stuck in this cycle of staying up until late in the morning, and then passing out, only to wake up later in the afternoon for months. It's not like I hate sleep, sleep feels amazing, it's not that I can't sleep, I just, I don't know why I do this to myself.