Wow it's been a hot minute since I've done a blog post longer than a sentence. Things have been more or less the same, falling into the same habits, routines, issues, etc. I can't really recall the last time I felt like I did something meaningful y'know, it's hard to remember a time where I felt like I wanted to wake up in the morning, excited for the next day. I do know that I have been putting in some sort of effort at the very least, what with the website and all, but that brings a whole nothing issue of feeling like I'm wasting time if I'm not working on it. Regardless, I'm getting somewhere with it, if only I could get myself to make a new painting. These posts feel so redundant haha, when was the last time I really said anything different? I'll keep whining here anyways, at least until something changes. It's a 50/50 chance on me completely ignoring the blog or actually putting something hopeful down here.
I'm a dumb chud.
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