Samsara

 Seems like I always know what I want until I have it, funny how constant that is in my life. I guess the real appeal of anything is the desire rather than the outcome. The desire gives reason for being y'know, something to strive for, but as soon as that goal is obtained suddenly there's nothing. And so you spend every hour of your life thinking if it was all even worth it, the sweet outer coating wears off and leaves you with nothing but a sour taste in your mouth. You try and you try and you try to keep it in but you know you aren't happy, and you start to think that you won't ever be happy, and you start to think "What else could I want instead?" 

And so the cycle begins again.