May showers bring may flowers. May showers also bring on more of the sweet, sweet melancholy I continue to writhe and drown in. Jobless, running out of money, I've really fallen off the beaten path haven't I? It's been nice lazing around certainly, I really had forgotten just how great it was to be a lay about. That being said, I need to make a quick turn around or I'm screwed. Not like I haven't dug myself out of a billion holes in the past but alas. Six more months to go, six more months to make a decision. Should I stay or should I go? I don't know, I don't think I'll ever know really. I either carve out my niche here or rot back home in Texas, and at this point the latter sounds so, so tempting. The games changed for good, I'm all I have really.
I regret everything.
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